ourladyvanity (9:58:27 PM): hello
Jezbell13 (10:03:13 PM): HEY YOU
ourladyvanity (9:58:55 PM): ...woah caps
Jezbell13 (10:03:34 PM): YEP
Jezbell13 (10:03:38 PM): WHADDUP?
ourladyvanity (9:59:10 PM): not much
ourladyvanity (9:59:19 PM): i have to find u that link for the vid of gerard
Jezbell13 (10:03:59 PM): yes yes yes you do
ourladyvanity (9:59:33 PM): lol
Jezbell13 (10:04:41 PM): lol well jeeze you got me all worried that gee's drinking again of course I want to see it
ourladyvanity (10:00:26 PM): i sorry
ourladyvanity (10:01:00 PM): he better not be
Jezbell13 (10:06:12 PM): yeah I know... and if he is there's about a million fans that'll beat him back into shape
Jezbell13 (10:06:13 PM): lol
ourladyvanity (10:01:49 PM): lol
ourladyvanity (10:01:53 PM): not to mention band mates
Jezbell13 (10:06:32 PM): ha yeah
ourladyvanity (10:02:01 PM): and mikey will probably come out of hiding
Jezbell13 (10:06:51 PM): lol yes I would hope so
ourladyvanity (10:05:57 PM): omg where is it?!
Jezbell13 (10:10:39 PM): you better find it
Jezbell13 (10:10:45 PM): or I'm coming over there and beating you up
ourladyvanity (10:06:22 PM):
Jezbell13 (10:11:00 PM): and then making you look for it again
ourladyvanity (10:06:27 PM): i can't find it
Jezbell13 (10:11:35 PM):
Jezbell13 (10:11:42 PM): you have to find it!!!!!!
Jezbell13 (10:11:59 PM): (I'm totally not making you feel bad or anything right now)
ourladyvanity (10:07:32 PM): lol
ourladyvanity (10:10:01 PM): omg
ourladyvanity (10:12:10 PM): okay go to buzznet and go to the gerard way section and search for the video "three cheers"
Jezbell13 (10:19:11 PM): stupid stupid stupid slow computer
ourladyvanity (10:14:43 PM): i sorry
ourladyvanity (10:14:49 PM): for some reason i can't find it
Jezbell13 (10:25:40 PM): http://www.buzznet.com/www/search/videos/gerard%20way%20three%20cheers/21639461/?p=1
ourladyvanity (10:21:25 PM): i think thats the one
Jezbell13 (10:26:03 PM):
Jezbell13 (10:26:05 PM): yes it is
Jezbell13 (10:26:09 PM): I just watched it
ourladyvanity (10:21:42 PM): ...what are ur thoughts?
Jezbell13 (10:27:22 PM): I..... I don't know.... but it does make me nervous after hearing people say that they all think he's drinking again because of lyn-z, then getting married to her that same night (at least I think it was.. yes?)
ourladyvanity (10:23:00 PM): it might have been
ourladyvanity (10:23:22 PM): its really just the tone in his voice that scares me..he's all like "its real..oh well..lalalalala"
Jezbell13 (10:28:09 PM): yeah that's what I was thinkiing too
Jezbell13 (10:28:14 PM): he doesn't seem too concerned
ourladyvanity (10:24:05 PM): maybe it was a "oh hahaha..its real *tosses it to side*
Jezbell13 (10:28:50 PM): I hope so
ourladyvanity (10:24:21 PM): hopefully not the "haha..its real *then chugs it*
Jezbell13 (10:29:17 PM): lol sorry I know it's not funny, but that made me laugh
ourladyvanity (10:24:57 PM): lol its fine
Jezbell13 (10:29:48 PM): lol aw poo now I feel like a jerk
ourladyvanity (10:25:17 PM): don't!
ourladyvanity (10:25:50 PM): i mean fuck...they better be going on tour soon so we could get more vid updates that could hint to us whats going on
ourladyvanity (10:26:06 PM): because it scares me that that was the last show
Jezbell13 (10:31:28 PM): yeah... he even said himself that he's fine when he's on tour, but it's when he's not doing anything... actually I think he might have said that in LOTMS
Jezbell13 (10:31:31 PM): wait... maybe not
Jezbell13 (10:31:35 PM): oh hell I don't remember
ourladyvanity (10:27:12 PM): yeah, i know what ur talking about
ourladyvanity (10:28:01 PM): i don't know..i don't mean to be so absorbed in it..but fuck, he's had (along with the entire band) such a big impact on me..it would be just a let down if he started again
Jezbell13 (10:33:18 PM): yeah same here... but really, with something as serious as this it's kind of hard not to be absorbed in it
ourladyvanity (10:28:56 PM): yeah...
ourladyvanity (10:29:10 PM): i don't think its right that he married lyn-z
ourladyvanity (10:29:41 PM): i really don't, it was too soon and something tells me that they're both going to end up hurt
Jezbell13 (10:35:52 PM): I agree with you... whether he's drinking or not and whether she has something to do with it or not, it still just seems incredibly strange that they could be that much in love after only meeting each other on tour... especially since he was with his other girlfriend forever and they weren't married
ourladyvanity (10:31:38 PM): yeah
ourladyvanity (10:31:56 PM): i just want to know what the fuck is going on, ya know?
Jezbell13 (10:37:24 PM): yeah... but then at the same time I know how they don't like their personal lives to be really public and I'm trying to respect that... but I mean fuck I want to know what's happening!
ourladyvanity (10:33:01 PM): yeah
ourladyvanity (10:33:35 PM): its kinda their own fault..you can't just hint at something so drastic to a fan base that cares so fucking much about them..and then not say a word
Jezbell13 (10:38:25 PM): absolutely
Jezbell13 (10:39:04 PM): yeah, I want to know how those pictures got out, because I'm pretty sure that if they really wanted this to be private it could have been
ourladyvanity (10:34:37 PM): yeah
ourladyvanity (10:34:43 PM): and mikey would have been there!
ourladyvanity (10:34:47 PM): his own brother!
ourladyvanity (10:35:06 PM): you know that mikey gave gerard an earfull if he really got married without him there
Jezbell13 (10:40:20 PM): ha yeah... I'd do the same if jenny got married without me there
ourladyvanity (10:35:51 PM): lol
ourladyvanity (10:35:52 PM): brb
Jezbell13 (10:40:31 PM): k
ourladyvanity (10:38:17 PM): bak
Jezbell13 (10:43:07 PM): welcome
ourladyvanity (10:38:35 PM):
ourladyvanity (10:38:43 PM): you know what...i wanna know more about bob..and ray!
Jezbell13 (10:43:46 PM): lol oh yeah
Jezbell13 (10:44:10 PM): .... I really don't know that much about either of them
Jezbell13 (10:44:13 PM): I mean at all
Jezbell13 (10:44:15 PM): lol
ourladyvanity (10:40:13 PM): lol
ourladyvanity (10:40:18 PM): i think ray has a girlfriend
ourladyvanity (10:40:27 PM): and he has fucking amazing hair
Jezbell13 (10:45:14 PM): lol oh yes he does
ourladyvanity (10:41:06 PM): http://www.buzznet.com/tags/gerardway/video/1589181/
ourladyvanity (10:41:31 PM): iz bob
Jezbell13 (10:49:19 PM): ahhh! I love bob!
ourladyvanity (10:44:52 PM): that english man was so mean to him!!
Jezbell13 (10:49:37 PM): haha I know!!!
ourladyvanity (10:45:35 PM): teehee
Jezbell13 (10:50:19 PM): http://youtube.com/watch?v=_tOISL0I4oE
ourladyvanity (10:45:47 PM): i really want to play with his beard though i don't know why
ourladyvanity (10:45:57 PM): I'M WATCHING THAT RIGHT NOW!
Jezbell13 (10:50:42 PM): OH MAN
ourladyvanity (10:46:14 PM): lol
ourladyvanity (10:50:58 PM): see..bob makes me smile, and doesn't make me worry about hiim
Jezbell13 (10:55:45 PM): fo sho
ourladyvanity (10:55:59 PM): *sigh* what are we going to do with these boys
ourladyvanity (10:56:55 PM): urgh..there not going to be in america for a while now
Jezbell13 (11:01:43 PM): :-/
ourladyvanity (10:57:34 PM): they're too coo..gonna go hang in europe
ourladyvanity (10:57:42 PM): (psst jess? wanna go to europe)
Jezbell13 (11:03:08 PM): (psst darien... of course you had to ask? I'm already packedlolll)
ourladyvanity (10:58:39 PM): lol
Jezbell13 (11:06:03 PM): http://youtube.com/watch?v=pFf30wxe0HA&mode=user&search=
Jezbell13 (11:06:05 PM): teehee
ourladyvanity (11:01:57 PM): o jeez
ourladyvanity (11:02:39 PM): LMAO
ourladyvanity (11:02:42 PM): i love bob!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1
ourladyvanity (11:02:50 PM): like seriously i just want to hug him
Jezbell13 (11:07:37 PM):
ourladyvanity (11:03:09 PM): did i get you on a bob fix?
Jezbell13 (11:08:18 PM): indeed you did
ourladyvanity (11:03:49 PM): teehee
ourladyvanity (11:04:28 PM): you do realize that we just went on for about and hour about my chem right?
Jezbell13 (11:09:20 PM): hahah oh man, seriously?
Jezbell13 (11:09:24 PM): that's pretty insane
ourladyvanity (11:04:47 PM): yeah.
ourladyvanity (11:04:52 PM):
ourladyvanity (11:06:09 PM): we rule at life.
Jezbell13 (11:11:10 PM): mmmmm yeah I'd say so


(oh yeah..we have no life :D p.s. empty spaces are where smilies are)

...there is glitter on my wall and i have no clue how it got there. :( my room looks like it did when i first moved in with everything nearly moved out...i can't wait till its all painted so i can have my stuff back! :D

somebody just give me a fucking hug.

so pretty much today was a good day. i got good grades on my finals, and i finally got my permit (take that Joe!). all in all not too bad. not even peoples shitty moods can ruin it.

which is a plus cuz that's what usually happens. most days i'll have an okay day at school then chip will come home and be absolutely abnoxious and annoying, then mom gets home and she's just overbearing and angry, its kinda a day killer. not much fun.

but people seem to be getting out of my way today, which is good. and... 41 DAYS TILL MCR (and rise against but we don't care about them). pretty much excited and moms thinking about letting me take a friend (*cough*jess*cough*) with instead of her coming. but jordan will still be coming with, which isn't sooo bad (he's already seen them). so yea, im excited.

ahhh! im so excited!!! im going to the mcr concert in march! woooooooooo!

and i still need to buy x-mas gifts...yea i know, it was a long time ago but i haven't had much of a chance to go shopping during break so shoot me.

so i pretty much took my permit test today....im afraid to know my results.i really am.

um. not much to say here. just really bored and wishing somebody will come online so i could talk to them.

im going to shoot myself in the fucking face right now. i've tried about 5 different medications and i STILL feel like shit. my mom is at the store and she said she'll try to find something, hopefully it will work cuz im really fucking miserable.

YES!!!!!! DARIEN FOUND HER NIGHTMARE BEFORE CHRISTMAS SOUNDTRACK!!!!!!!!!! YAYYYY!


just thought i'd share that with you.

o....m....g....

i saw mcr on the vma's and i nearly had a spaz attack.

like seriously...wow. they are so fucking amazing..my mom even thought they were good (my mom has good taste in music).

holy shit. seriously. it was just that amazing.